Sunday, September 14, 2008

Temples & Rita


I set out on what I had intended to be my one day in Bangkok to see the famed temples and sights that make the one day you spend in Bangkok worthwhile. I got a tourist map and a bus number from the guy and the New Siam bank, and made my way to Wat Praht Khao, the Grand Palace, and the temple of the emerald buddha. This is when my mind decided to click on and when i realized that the cars were driving on the Left side of the street! I had never seen this before.
I met Rita Yamin outside the Grand Palace talking to a "wily stranger" who was trying to scam her by convincing her that the temple was closed today. we made friends out of neccessity; we were both traveling alone, wanted soemone new to talk to--maybe a new friend--and maybe just someone to take my pictures so theres not a whole lot of me fumbling with my camera trying to race the timer.
--or maybe it's nice to share a place, and event with someone, even if they're brand new...
Rita was a pretty cool girl. She is a couchsurfer who had spent the year teaching English in a small northern town in Japan. So we instantly had a lot to talk about.
Together we explored the temple grounds of the reclining buddha, traveled accorss the river by water taxi, walked along the wrong streets where no tourist ventures, turned around, saw the temple of the rising sun, had lunch, and some amazing freshly squeezed orange juice, made from little green oranges that were just so sweet and delicious. I think I mayt have taken a year off my life just from walking through all those exhaust fumes along the streets. we walked in circles, took out a map, and made our way (and some discoveries) as we explored the cultural neighborhood of Bangkok.


I think the walking was my favorite part of that day. We had a lot of fun, did a lot of talking, and I think it was just refreshing to talk about familiar things--like teaching english and our respective foreign experiences--about life back home, and about what we were seeing and doing. We had dinner together, and exchanged our favorite bands from korea/japan, and finally emails.
at the end of the day, here's what I had to say,
"almost got my ear whopp'd off by a bus. it rushed by so fast and so close
that I swear it touched my ear. in the alley behind khaosan road, I saw a man
poo-diherrea all over a gutter-grate. it was the nastiest thing i've
ever-ever-ever seen. ever. saw fish in the harbor today and spent a lot of Baht.
theres a lot of good music outside my hostel window. I like it."

Bangkok; Thailand: part 1

I should have written this sooner, possibly while I was traveling, but I didn't, because, well, I was distracted, but I will in this blog include excerpts from my travel journal when it adds to the flovour of the blog, and add awesom Pictures.

HELPFUL INFORMATION: currency is the baht (/bot/) and 33B = about $1

Part 1: Bangkok
I flew into to Bangkok at 10:30 and was processed through immigrations, and claimed my baggage all just before midnight. I managed to catch the last bus into KhaoSan road (just 150B). I heard many languages around me, and thick, thick european accents. mostly everyone was tired. My first taste of the Thai language just tore me up inside, like a maple syrup over a pancake you're not used to having in the first place, so the syrup--so sweet and syrupy--just cuts at the back of your chest as it slides down inside you. the thai language was smoth, precise, and so very different from the "imnidas" and "ayos" I was used to hearing in Korea.

I traveled on this bus for about 30+ mins in the dark until we reached a dirty, bustling road. Thais shouted from street-side vendor stalls over trinkets, suits, and tuk-tuk rides. Here is an excerpt from my first night:


"Made it to KhaoSan road. Met Marta as we were getting off the bus. She is from
Slovakiaand has a cool Eastern European accent. We ended up getting a
place-->sharing 2 beds 300B/night. we did 2 nights b/c checkout is at 12pm
and it was 130 when we checked in. Back in Korea, it's almost 4am. crazy! And
it's different here--it's hot and humid. there are HOUSES. and it smells
different. like the air is sweeter. and spicy."

KhaoSan was the perfect introduction to the city: hot, busy all hours of the night, dirty and international. I met a lady-man who offered me a massage on the street. I turned him down, not because he was a lady-man, but because I was tired and the last thing i wanted was a street massage as my first thai massage, so I broke away from his vice grip and went to check out some live music at a crowded bar on the third floor of a commercial building. as I walked up the stairs, I heard the lady man shout, "You need to open up your mind, girl!"

I was a little freaked out by Thailand, initially. I was tired of being the foreigner already, and tired of being social. I was in a new strange place that wreaked of nag champa and garbage. and I still had nineteen days to go. Uninterested in squeezing myself into a spot at a lame bar, and looking forward to the next day where I would make my plans to leave this stinkin' place, I made my way back to the hotel, and fell asleep atop the xtra-large towel that was provided as my blanket.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Sunday, August 10, 2008

It's Sunday, August 10th, 2008. 

I have been in Thailand now for 11 days. I just came out of the jungle this friday, as the Beijing Olympics were having opening ceremonies. Chiang Mai has so far been the highlight of my trip. who knew that I would so much enjoy wearing the same stinkin' sweat-drenched t-shirt for three solids days and sleeping on mattresses that are so hard they feel like they're made from coconut husk but are probably in actuality just some form of shredded up bamboo or compresses grass. 

I was the only American on my trip thru the jungle, and furthermore, there were no Canadians, either. There were 2 people from Basque, Spain; 2 from Belgium, and 1 from S. Africa (who I could have just shoved off a bamboo raft our last day out), and TONG! our guide. It was a very enjoyable time. I got to ride on the neck of an Elephant--did you know that when an elephant makes noise, it feel like a soft rumbling? kindof like, i think when my dog is sleeping and he's all soft and quiet and I try to stel his bone, he growls while he is half-asleep--well it's like a really big one of those. 

We visited the Karen tribes of the North and stayed at their village the first night, then hiked and hiked and ate noodles out of banana leaves and took a nap at the top of a hill then hiked some more after the rain stopped on the second day. Finally we cam to a waterfall where we stayed in individual bungalows beside the waterfall. We showered in the river, rode the current down the stream, and walked through strong currents and slippery rocks to venture under and behing the waterfall where moss and frogs clung against the smooth crags and little pockets , where we went to watch the water fall in front of and on us. 

on the third day it rained. a lot. there was a lot of mud and slipping trekkers. this was the first time I pulled out my glorified garbage bag with armholes and a drawstring and slipped it over my sweating, rain-soaked body. 

Finally we saw something that looked too concrete and metal to have been built in the jungle and knew that the end was near! we visited one more village, where we were attacked by little kids saying, "hello, 5 baht" and shoving bracelets made of beads, seeds, and coffee beans in your way. YOU think, oh, it's only 5 baht, so you buy one, and the moment the kids see you've bought one from a kid, they swarm, and you're out 50 baht, 1 from each kid, and your arm is covered in one-time use bracelets. 

The bamboo rafting was our last little bit, and it was okay. basically 3 of us sat on this raft and a guy poled us down a gentle river and a little waterfall. It was a good chance to sort of rinse the jungle dirt from myself, as I got completely soaked.

Today I go away from Chiang Mai. a very nice, smaller city with a friendly attitude, I will go to Krabi in the South where I hope I can do some rock climbing! 

I hope you all are well, and for you folks in WA/OR I am so so so so so so so so excited to see you all!!! 

With love, 
Susan

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Final Installation

...of toilet tissue on the roll in my bathroom from the giant bag I bought last August. it's all gone after this roll....and so am I.

38 days till I hit US soil
18 more days in Korea
10 more days with my elementary students
7 more days with my kindergarteners
2 more trips to Seoul
2 more weekends in Korea
1 detour into a foreign country
1 going away party to attend
1 last visit for hot saki
NO more soju for me...
ZERO regrets

After Twelve months in Stranded on a Peninsula



















It's July.

It's hot. sticky. I work up last night at 3am--haven't quite gotten used to the sweating in my sleep thing just yet. so I woke up, turned on the AirCon, and watched "What a Girl Wants" on Tv until I felt sleepy again.

It's my third-to-last weekend before I leave Korea--possibly for good--and I'm sitting here in my apartment sweating and writing on this Blog. i want to hop on train to Seoul; sell all my books and buy a Thai Lonely Planet guide. I feel an amazing pressure to spend time with all these lovely people I've cultivated into my daily life whilst I've been here, but also I am just so tired and stressed about life that I feel like I want to be alone. But in two weeks when I leave this island of a peninsula, and I am traveling through Thailand all on my own, where every conversation I have with some companion will be a base, first time skimming the top of what both of us really wants to talk about kind of conversation, Will I be dieing for this time and these people and regretting that I spent this time alone, alienating myself from them in spite of myself? I don't know. I just don't know. my desire to see as much of Korea before I leave has seemed to partner with my penchant for procrastination and melded into a sort of apathy for movement. I want to go to DMZ, but will that happen? I missed my rip to Pusan because I just didn't fell like a 5-hour train trip. Mostly I want to go to Seoul. I want to spend time with the 2 girls I've spent most my time with--I don't really want to drink alcohol; I'd prefer a tasty cold milkshake--s we have ended up pending a lot of time sitting in the heat behind the local coffee bean goofing off and reading books and generally doing nothing but relaxing. And maybe that's all and exactly what I've needed to be doing? hmm.


My suitcase is packed with the things I've planned to take wit me on my trip to Thailand; I am trying to figure our exactly what things I should ship home (and where is home to ship, exactly?). I have a suitcase filled with some wonderful winter clothes I've collected, a guitar, and my gifts for friends and family. they're waiting for an address.

and so am I, really. i am waiting to hear from a 6-month university job i have applied for in Japan. hopefully I'll find out within this week, and then I can make some decisions.

I don't think I'm exactly ready to come home home just yet. I miss my friends, my family, my goose, and the familiarity of being near houses, lawns, garbage cans, and English. I'm so fed up with Koreans--esp men; who burp in your face and have no concept of ladies' first. But I ave a job here that keeps me comfortable. I don't have to struggle to make rent or hate my job, I love teaching and being a bit anonymous--aside from the blatant stares and random "hellos" & "I love yous."


They dress like they are at the height of fashion--in the 80s; they hold hands intimately as they are walking down the street. They protest the sale of American beef; throw themselves in front of buses, light themselves on fire; weep inconsolably because they believe that Koreans have a gene in their body that makes them More susceptible to Mad Cow disease over other people. ah, the chosen people syndrome--do you not think that if I ate an infected cow that I would not die just as fast as a Korean soul who ate the same cow? come on!
Just last night; at a restaurant, i watched a mother at she took the diaper off her son, and stuck his penis IN A BOTTLE. At the dining table! the boy just stood up, right over everyones food and everything, and peed into an old bottle. then his mom screwed on the lid, set it aside, and pulled the boy's shorts up. and then everyone--the four parents; three kids, continued with their meal! What is it? What is it, really?
And I'm the oddity because of my speckled skin and red hair!

and I think about these things as I am a part in parcel of helping to raise the next generation of their country.





I look at these sweet faces and I think, "Who will you become?"



How could I leave all that?




I have really enjoyed teaching and i hope to do it again for another year, I think.

I enjoy that traveling has opened me up to experiences culture and a way of living that is allowing me to discover myself in a way I've wanted to my whole life. there's so much of this world I'm meant to see. so much in this world I'm meant to be. Where's this all going? I guess I'll just have to wait and see.

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Buddha's Birthday










I celebrated Buddha's Birthday,May 15th at Hwaonsa, a 1,000 yr-old temple in the mountains of Jirisan Nat'l park, located in the Southwestern corner of the country. The temple was beautiful, there was activity and lotus lanterns everywhere, and it was hot.
we didn't stay long, because we were itching to hike. these pics are of the gate guardians of the temple. They supposedly shoo away the evil spirits. In the final picture, he is shooing away Michael, an irish tourist.

Saturday, May 3, 2008

Childrens' Day Celebration Friday May 2nd

The Holiday's actually on Monday, May 5th.

This is Edward---------------------->
I think he kindof looks like Totoro
















<--Water Relay Dissipates into a good old-fashioned all-out water brawl
























"My name is Eric. I like Transformers. My brother is Tommy."

"Hi Eric, how are you today?"


"My name is Eric. I like Transformers. My brother is Tommy."







This is pretty much the cutest picture in the history of Pictures. Kelly Teacher and Sunny Student.
















Grace, Me and Eric taken juust as Kevin was dumping a bucket of cold water on my backside. you can almost see his ting little head working behind me.

1 hour, 10 minutes!


I apologize for not writing in so very long. It's funny thing about being abroad. at first, everythign is so new and I am writing all the time and I then I settled into a routine, a mood, and started being at home here. so man times i want to write and tell you all whats up in my life but i'd rather be outside because it's so beautiful, or I don't have my computer, or i'm so busy writing monthly reports. but here, now, I have something so exciting to write about.
i have now been runnin in the gym for 6months and got the opportunity this Saturday to run in my very first ever race with other people and numbers and medals and everything. I started out running with Noel and Josh, two other redheads, and kept up with them for the first 10 mins of the race, but Josh was pushing thru in order to pull a good ranking, I was just interested in keeping a good pace and finishing at all. so I dropped back, turned on my ipod and settled myself into a steady pace.
The countryside was very...well, korean. We were running alongside a river and surrounded by foothills, as Korea is a country of foothills. construction was everywhere, there were pockets of korean ajimas and ajashiis waiting along the trail cheering us on. A steady trail of runners snaked in front and behind me on the path, and the runners' flow kept me running--mostly.
It was soooo hot today. I made sure to cover myself in sunscreec, but i def. burned my neck, and the elements made the race interesting. I pushed thru the last kilometer to the tune of the Red Hot Chili Peppers and the encouraing words of one of the Waygooks I had bussed with, who jumped in and ran the last bit with me.
I remember that last kilometer the best, as I was running up a hill and I started to get a buzz of adrenaline when I realized i was going to finish this mother of a race and that this is a huge accomplishment for me. it summarizes for me a whole lot of work i've put in on myself--emotionally and physically--and worked thru by runnning.
and now i sit at home, showered and smelling of honey-vanilla, and I can say, I did it. I can do it again, and I am capable of setting my goals and accomplishing them, even if they seem possibly impossible.
I am looking forward to the unknown ahead and trying to push toward it with the same kind of determined enthusiasm that I put into my running.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Please Consider the Caterpillar

If it chooses a leaf of an apple tree to chomp or it crawls on the ground as he gathers up dust and god knows what on his sticky suction-feet as he inches along and risks in his favor being squished by a tire of a bike, or a large squarish toe that may come down and end the creature evermore. Perhaps it is scooped up in the pudgy hands of a boy and placed in a jar that is all but manageable to balance between his chin and the rim of his bicycle handlebars as he travels homeward and places the jar and the thing in a window where it may be poked with a stick or smashed by stone and shaken beyond repair in a clinking translucent cell. If, however, the young insect chooses to cling to the safety of its tree at least never being beaten, smashed, or shaken; no harm to him has been visited. It strays only a few feet, to roam and to eat. And it picks a sweet spot just to build a cocoon just living the dream of an old fashioned bug. He entombs himself up in a cask of its making from either fear of a boy or maybe he’s bored. So he hides fast away from the light of the world and maybe the wind and the rain shake the tree, maybe he suffocates when a lazy child forgets to poke holes in the prison lid. Perhaps the sun shines too hot and too long and toasts the poor beast before it’s time. Regardless of risks and the choices he’s made; a boy and a jar or a purported safe limb, if all goes as nature intends in his plan, the creature will grow and once again stir; the creature will labor itself from that pill. It will surface with pride and broaden its wings. Charging his choices for present results. In conscious reality, friends, what do you expect? Regardless of choices, location and consequence, it emerges upright, no surprises—a butterfly.