Monday, June 29, 2009

I think I may Have Improved upon the Original

























Does this dress make my butt look big?
These are from the Renoir Exhibit in Seoul June 28, 2009. I toured around with a friend who was an Art history major, and learned a lot about the artist called Renoir. He studied with Monet, and used brush strokes to capture the light of his subjects. Unlike Monet, who hated doing faces, it seems Renoir's faces are the most distinct image in his paintings.

Friday, June 26, 2009

What Rhymes with Beanpoller?

Well, I'm a steamroller, baby
I'm bound to roll all over you
Yes, I'm a steamroller now, baby
I'm bound to roll all over you
I'm gonna inject your soul with some sweet rock 'n roll
And shoot you full of rhythm and blues
Well, I'm a cement mixer
A churning urn of burning funk
Yes, I'm a cement mixer for you, baby
A churning urn of burning funk
Well, I'm a demolition derby (yeah)
A hefty hunk of steaming junk
Now, I'm a napalm bomb, baby
Just guaranteed to blow your mind
Yeah, I'm a napalm bomb for you, baby
Oh, guaranteed, just guaranteed to blow your mind
And if I can't have your love for my own (now)
Sweet child, won't be nothing left behind
It seems how lately, baby
Got a bad case steamroller blues
-James Taylor; Steamroller Blues
"A steamroller is a form of road roller — a type of heavy construction machinery used for levelling surfaces, such as roads or airfields — that is powered by a steam engine. The levelling/flattening action is achieved through a combination of the size and weight of the vehicle and the rolls: the smooth wheels and the large cylinder or drum fitted in place of treaded road wheels."
Mannheim Steamroller is a music group founded by Chip Davis, and co-founded by Jackson Berkey, known primarily for its modern recordings of Christmas music.

Steamroller is a term used by smokers of cannabis to describe a type of pipe that consists of a hollow tube with both ends open, and a bowl on one side near one end. It is presumably called this because of its resemblance to the front wheel of the piece of machinery. A steamroller is used by filling the bowl with cannabis, putting ones hand over the end of the pipe nearest the bowl, putting the other end in ones mouth, lighting and inhaling until the chamber is filled with smoke, and then removing ones hand from the end and quickly inhaling the collected smoke.

Monday, June 22, 2009
















Sa Seung Bong do--our own little lost island in the Korean Western Sea
What do you do when a ferry and another boat drops you off on a beach with absolutely nothing on it, and no way off till they get back? well, apparently plenty. The itinerary for our weekend vaca. was so simple: we're going to a deserted island. Plenty of people asked, Well what will we do? it wasn't a problem. As it turns out, Monsoon season started on Friday, just one day before our scheduled trip. As we got off the boat, it was sprinkling. We hiked halfway around the island looking for the best beach. by the time we'd decided, the rain was coming at us sideways and threatening to dampen our spirits. The wind was getting stronger the further we hiked.
My pants became soaked and my shoes became two little swimming pools. it was cold. so cold. A cold that, in summer months in the city of Seoul, we are not accustomed to, because the hills and the city and the pollution holds in the heat, even in the rain. So as a result, many of us had packed up all wrong.
As we set up the tents in a hurried rush, hoping to keep the inside as dry and sand-free as possible (ha!), I couldn't help thinking that everyone around here must be thinking the same thing in their heads as I was myself, "Why oh why didn't I back out of this one when I was given the chance?" I wondered if the rain would ever stop, and it was at this time that I realized that the boat had gone and left us here, and we were fit to stick with the rain, regardless of our feelings.

The other side of my brain, ...and Joowon...kept reminding me that we were tough and sticking through this, and do you know what? that because it was a little miserable and we just had to try to make it a best situation, we would remember this one THIS trip for the long haul. And it's sure turned out to be true.
We traveled from tent to tent. some people sand and played songs on the guitar, some people told stories, gossiped, and goofed around, drank soju and other cocktails, some took naps and read books, some played scrabble, a few crazy fellows decided to try their hands at making a rainy day fire. We all waited out the rain.
By around dinner time, the rain had finally stopped. we came out, I had no pants, as I had forgotten my sweats on my bed at home. from this time on, I would be running around in my swimsuit bottoms or in semi-wet shorts. ...

If you've ever been deserted on an island, you find that time is not an issue anymore. We emerged when the weather was fair, ate when we were hungry, and filled our time in between with whatever we cared to do. I think this is what the producers of LOST were getting at with their TV show. Because it's just the feeling you get when you're on an island. really, it's irrelevant, time. unless you have to be someplace. the only specific time I remember recalling was around 2:20, when the boat and its Korean folk music blaring came zooming up to the beach.
I don't know what time we had dinner, but we had tin foil stew (spit and chew), a campfire favorite; and burgers, and other stuff.

I don't know what time it was when Kate and I exchanged our writing (my novel, her short story), but when we did, it was still dinner time. I do know that by page 10 of Kate's story, Kate and I were being chided for being the only sober ones on the entire island. everyone was entirely inebriated. I don't know what time it was when Joowon and I wandered off, but Nina and Meredith and Shaun soon followed after, then just after sunset but before dark, William joined us and we walked approx. 3km out along the low tide's mud flats to reach the strong beautiful waves at the other end.
I don't know when the fire became a social event, but it was around the time someone took out a guitar and began to sing country roads. I also know this is the time Joowon and I decided to hit up the water for a little skinny dipping.
Unfortunately, the greying sky revealed two other evening waders, so we put a pin in the idea and spent some time in conversation. That when we noticed the first signs of Phosphorescents in the waves. Like electric shocks in the rolling waves, the glowing plankton shimmered--they are, after all, the lightning bugs of the sea. I've been swimming in Phosphorescents before, Camp Kirby has them, too. But these guys were fatties. brilliant, and just got better as the sky darkened.
At this time, Joowon and I went to collect Kate from the campfire for a little evening swimming, a celebration of being women on a deserted island; in nature, and frolic in it. Kate brought Yoanna, and Cari heard too so she tagged along. Argh! five nightswimmers? it was getting a little out of hand. Somehow Jinsu found out, but he promised not to tell anyone, and went back to the campfire.

We stripped behind the rocks and walked toward the sea. I could see nothing in front of me except darkness, and brilliant, shimmering yellow waves as the crested and crashed toward the shore. we tiptoes in, and then jumped! the water was cold, but our temperatures soon adjusted. we found that running in circles was like leaving a trail (like slugs do with slime) a sparkling, magical trail. Joowon and I started splashing and stirring the water, giggling and laughing. waves would splash against us so strong, up higher than we'd gotten we yet, so we yelped in surprise. That's when we noticed the flashlights, Cari said "hi!" I mean, really? come on. it was two of the guys from the bonfire.


We ran away. and the three girls decided to dress and get back to the bonfire. Joowon and I had not had our fill of nightswimming time, and we were tired of the goofy, I'm shy to be naked girls anyway, so we let them go and went off to swim once more. I sat down on the sand, just in the surf, and let the waves come in and roll toward my face. Joowon ran around full on into the waves. then we sat together stirring up the water and giggling when our arms and legs shimmered. the plankton were so large, like bits of starlight that had fallen from the sky, and no one notices it in the sea, because you really have to take the time to notice. Even as the water receded, our skin continued to shimmer for moments afterward. it's a memory I'll share with fondness for a very long time.

By the time we made it back to the bonfire, wet and serene, everyone had figured out where we'd gone and what we'd been doing. I don't care anymore, a little disappointed, as I prefer it to be a private event, in this situation, I'm just glad they left us on our own.

I'm not sure what time it was when we went to sleep, but I know it was when we'd finally run out of firewood, and everyone retired at nearly the same time. There were six of us in our tent, and I'm thankful for it, because the body hear kept us the warmest out of anyone on the island. Three of us cuddled up together under one sleeping bag, because I'd brought a bag, and they thought they'd be okay underneath a sheet. (I'm glad we had a sheet to sleep on.)

Day two began at yoga o'clock. Joowon whispered in my ear, and my left side was so cold, and my right side was so warm. so I got up, there was not much else to do at that point. I had intended to do yoga with the others, but when I go outside, the beach seemed so large, the tide had come in and back out, so it looked clean of prints, and it was so foggy that we couldn't see any of the other islands in the archipelago. I decided to walk into the water, and the water was so lovely that I kept walking off by myself. The Air was so crisp, there were cliffs and green trees to my right, and the ocean to my left. tide pools, sea animals, shells, sand, and bugs stretched out before me. I could hear the rushing of the waves, chirping sandpipers, and the winds blowing lightly. I wanted to kiss the island. I was out of earshot, and it struck me, a song I used to remember, and I tried with great difficulty to recollect the words in my head, then force them and the correct tune out my mouth.




"We are circling, circling together. We are singing, singing our hearts' song. This is unity, This is Family; this is celebration; this is sacred."

...and then this one came to me,


"Earth my body, water my blood, Air my breath and fire my spirit."

I don't know how long I walked and sang this song, but as I walked, my spirits lifted higher and higher. I felt the earth lightly sinking beneath my feet, and a desire to love this place I was standing. I was only interrupted when I looked out into the water, only to see a fish sly out out of the water with all its might, and land back in with a great gloshy bellyflop.

The day continued and it turned out to be an amazing day. The fog finally burned off and the sun heated us up just like we had hoped for. It continued in timelessness of the island with wood collecting, a pancake funeral, bbq of samgypsal, digging for clams, swimming, football, more guitar, hiking in on and around the island, more conversations.



There was a lot of good conversation, although I don't really remember much of any of them, I feel a lot closer to the people I got to talk with. I got my fill of awesome genuine hugs. enough forthe first time since moving to Korea, I got enough hugs. I burned one foot, and my chacos made my foot look REALLY wierd. My other foot was covered with a plastic bag because I cut it up pretty good on the rocks. My hair almost nearly dreaded itself, and I have a feeling I know what kind of pirate I'd be if I were to stay out there longer. My rocketdog shoes will never be the same. they're still COVERED in sand. But all that will heal. I have a treasure trove filled with great memories and ideas; I got to spend time with my buddies, and make some new ones. I did things I've never done before, and experienced in new ways some of my old favorites.
I love camping. it's nice to have a chance to remember why. Now it's back to school. I shuffle in on my toes, the only thing that's not burnt crispy or cut up. I waddle in, exhausted as if I've been trekking for weeks or months, although it's only been just about 48 hours.
Back to civilization, chopsticks, cold noodle soup, and standardized education. I can't wait till next weekend, for my next adventure!

Peace out, Y'all. I wish you great adventures in the best of circumstances. If, however, the circumstances are not optimal, I hope you take on that challenge, make the best of your circumstances, test your attitude, and find some joys inside yourself and your situations.
With much love~Sus

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Handstands



Handstands in the sand,
are quite more difficult to maintain
than the on solid ground. I'd like to quote
the bible here, a lesson learned
in Sunday school so long ago,
of choosing to build a solid foundation
to build a sturdy life.

A stable foundation makes
for easier handstands, yes,
constanstantly looking
toward the ground
that never changes,
or sinks away
from my anxious grasp.

A stable foundation provides
its inhabitants with happy confidence
in handstand skill, alone.

HOWEVER, not everyone
can be so lucky. We've go to work
with what we've got. I come
to find I slip and fall much
easier than that man
who learned at first stand his hands
outstretched upon the sand.

He is sturdy, built to last
because he's had to learn
the changing tide may shift his stance,
and water rush upon his face,
and will his arms to weaken still
beneath the pressure in his limbs.

He's learned, you see the setting here
can't alway just be changed,
like trying to play backgammon
on a board that's meant for chess, sometimes
it's best to leave the game to those
who've learned to bend the rules.

He makes adjustments of his self
and reacts to that which he CAN
not change, that IS to come,
will try to shake, and tear him down, and
when a wave begins to roll and take
the earth away, beneath our arms
it goes to sea; he stands upright,
firm, 'cause afterall
it's nothing he ain't done before.
The game is over. I fall away.
My face is wet and salty.
Into the ocean I laugh and run;
back up beach, I sigh with grief
"HAN-BUN-DOH, Let's try again!"
"A contest in the sand, my friend!"

I'll try again, again! again!
until I've got it right.
I'll beat you, Rob, just wait your turn,
if it takes me all night!

Friday, June 12, 2009

Origins of Poetry, Painting, and Wonder

The sky broke open and shed itself in beams through the thick clouds as it set. Lights changed, colors got brighter, like we were seeing another side of a multifaceted rainbow. We stood over the grassy hill and breathed it in. A crevice-shelf in a sheer cliff rockface, someplace I could just crawl into and sit awhile; heaven itself; the Carebears' Lair; or possibly inspiration itself. We stood and breathed in the sweet, cool air, and basked about like we were brand new, seeing at last--as if it was the first time.

Olympic Park in June























Olympic Park was built for the 1987 Summer Olympics. They like to brag about their medal in Archery that year. But, OH! my! What a beautiful park! I met up with Joowon after school for some mul-naeng-myun, or cold noodle soup, as you would call it. mmm, masshissoyo! Then we froliced through the lovely spring flowers, and around the woods and the trails. we admired the well-landscaped hills on which no one is allowed to sit, walk, or roll, and at one point we found a nice hill that I got to roll down. Joowon took a video--ha! I will post it when she puts it on youtube, as she usually does. Here are some of the photos that she took of me, and some of her awesome flower shots.